Reading List
What I'm reading, what I want to read, and what stuck with me. Not a "top 100" list. These are the things that actually changed how I think. Updated April 2026.
Blogs I keep going back to
Anonymous researcher. Writes about AI, statistics, psychology, self-experimentation.
What makes Gwern different is that every claim has methodology attached. No vibes-based analysis. His
work on scaling laws was years ahead of the current conversation. The site design alone is worth
studying.
→ The Scaling
Hypothesis
Indian origin, PhD in control theory, independent consultant. Where most tech writers
simplify things into frameworks, Rao goes the other direction. He makes things more complex because they
are more complex. "The Gervais Principle" is a cult classic on organizational power. But the deeper
stuff is on temporality, narrative-driven decisions, and how perception itself can be refactored. His
book Tempo is genuinely underrated.
→ The Gervais
Principle
Used to lead iOS education at Apple. Now does independent research on how humans
actually remember things. Spaced repetition, tools for thought, knowledge compounding. The site itself
is the product: a public network of notes that evolve over time. Closest intellectual cousin to what
we're building at NeoSapien.
→ Evergreen
Notes
Writes about how to actually understand things vs having opinions about things.
Publishes rarely. Every piece is dense. "How To Understand Things" made me rethink how I learn.
→ How To Understand
Things
Where everyone else has takes, Luu has measurements. Hardware/software performance,
developer productivity myths, why "best practices" are usually cargo-culted. The site has no CSS. That's
not laziness, it's a statement. Consistently the most useful technical writing I find.
→ Everything is Broken
Long-form on philosophy, technology, governance, culture. One of the few places that
treats Indian and Chinese philosophical traditions as living intellectual frameworks and not museum
exhibits. Rao and others publish their most ambitious work here.
They're building server racks from scratch. Hardware and software, small team, strong
opinions about culture. Their RFD (Request for Discussion) documents are how I want NeoSapien to make
decisions eventually. Cantrill's founder mode response is better than the original essay.
→
Reflections on Founder Mode
Psychiatrist who writes about AI risk, coordination failures, and human cognition.
His book reviews are better than most original writing. "Meditations on Moloch" is the essay I wish I'd
read five years earlier. It explains why systems produce outcomes nobody wants.
→
Meditations on Moloch
Neuroscientist and novelist. Hoel works on consciousness, causal emergence, and the
neuroscience of dreams. His "Overfitted Brain" hypothesis argues that dreams exist to prevent
overfitting in neural networks - literally the same concept from ML applied to biological brains. He
also wrote a novel (The Revelations) about consciousness researchers. One of the few people writing at
the intersection of hard neuroscience, AI theory, and actual literary quality.
→ browse recent
posts
Professor of cognitive and computational neuroscience at Sussex. His framework:
consciousness is a "controlled hallucination" - the brain is a prediction machine that generates your
experience of reality from the top down. Perception isn't passive reception, it's active construction.
His TED talk has 15M+ views but the real depth is in his academic writing and his book Being You.
Directly relevant to how we think about what "understanding" a conversation means in the pipeline.
→ Being You
This one is out there. Emilsson attempts to formalize the structure of conscious
experience mathematically. Symmetry theory of valence, hyperbolic geometry of qualia. It's speculative
and sometimes wild but he's asking the right question: can the texture of experience be described
formally? Nobody else is trying this hard to bridge contemplative phenomenology and computational
theory. Read with healthy skepticism but open curiosity.
→ start anywhere, follow what pulls
you
Strategy and technology. "Aggregation Theory" is how I think about platform
businesses now. His Apple hardware-software coverage helps me think about what we're actually building:
not a device, not an app, but a layer. Paid and worth it.
→ Aggregation
Theory
Not a blog. More like a public thinking space. His /labs page on what made PARC, Bell
Labs, and ARPA work is a reading list inside a reading list. /fast is about things that were built
surprisingly quickly. /advice is surprisingly personal.
→ /labs
Books
currently reading
Blindsight fiction
Watts thinks consciousness is a bug, not a feature. Intelligence can exist without
it. Awareness might actually slow you down. This is the exact opposite of everything I believe through
Advaita Vedanta, which is exactly why I need to read it carefully. The appendix cites every neuroscience
paper behind every plot point. I want to write a response from Shankara's perspective when I'm done.
The Mind Illuminated neuroscience
A neuroscientist who was also a meditation master. He maps every stage of meditation
practice to specific cognitive processes - attention, awareness, metacognition, how the brain
consolidates experience. Most meditation books are either too woo or too dry. This one walks the line
perfectly. The model of consciousness as a "mind-system" made up of sub-minds that share a common
workspace is the clearest framework I've found for what actually happens when you sit down and pay
attention. I'm using it alongside my existing Vedantic practice and it's filling in gaps I didn't know
were there.
up next
Seeing Like a State history
Why large-scale plans to improve the human condition fail. Scott's idea of
"legibility" - the need to make messy reality simple enough to control - explains why metrics kill what
they measure, why dashboards lie, and why our pipeline observability will never capture what actually
matters about a conversation. Everyone building systems that model human behavior should read this.
Being You neuroscience
Seth's core idea: your experience of reality is a controlled hallucination. The brain
doesn't passively receive the world, it actively generates it based on predictions. Perception is a best
guess, not a readout. This has obvious implications for what NeoSapien is doing when it processes a
conversation - we're building a system that interprets another system's hallucination. I want to read
this alongside The Mind Illuminated because meditation is basically the practice of noticing the
hallucination in real time.
The Master and His Emissary neuroscience
Not the pop-science left brain/right brain thing. McGilchrist is a psychiatrist,
neuroscientist, and literary scholar who spent 20 years on this. His argument is that the left
hemisphere's narrow, grasping, categorizing attention has slowly taken over Western civilization. The
right hemisphere's broad, relational, contextual mode keeps getting pushed aside. I want to read this in
the context of my Sakshi Bhava practice - the witness consciousness feels like what McGilchrist calls
right-hemisphere attention.
Gödel, Escher, Bach
Self-reference, strange loops, consciousness as something that emerges when a system
becomes complex enough to model itself. Hofstadter's "I" is a strange loop. It's basically a Western
formalization of the self-inquiry I do through Vedanta but arrived at through mathematics and music and
art. I've been circling this book for years. Time to actually sit down with it.
The Embodied Mind neuroscience
Three cognitive scientists who actually took Buddhist philosophy seriously as a
research program. Their argument: cognition isn't computation happening in the brain. It's enacted by
the whole organism in coupling with its environment. There's a chapter comparing Madhyamaka Buddhism
with connectionism that doesn't exist anywhere else in Western cognitive science. This directly
challenges the information-processing model our pipeline assumes.
Ficciones fiction
Short stories. Each one is a thought experiment. "The Library of Babel" is an
infinite library containing every possible book. "The Garden of Forking Paths" is every possible outcome
existing simultaneously. Borges basically invented the architecture of the internet and the problems of
AI in the 1940s. Thirty pages and you'll think about memory systems differently.
Solaris fiction
Where Watts asks "can intelligence exist without consciousness?", Lem asks something
harder: "can consciousness exist that we are fundamentally unable to understand?" The alien here isn't
hostile or friendly. It's just incomprehensible. After spending two years building systems that process
human conversations, I expect this will hit differently.
Impro psychology
Supposedly about improvisational theater. Actually about status transactions,
creativity under pressure, and how education destroys the thing it claims to develop. Johnstone's
analysis of how people unconsciously negotiate status in every interaction is more useful for managing
people than any leadership book. His chapter on masks and trance is the most practical Western
description of altered states I've come across. Short. Reads in a day.
The Making of the Atomic Bomb history
Small team, impossible deadline, world-altering consequences. The management story of
Los Alamos is what everyone now calls "founder mode" except Oppenheimer did it in the 1940s with actual
existential stakes. The deeper story is what happens to the builders after they've built the thing. 900
pages and it moves fast.
Tempo
Decisions aren't rational or irrational. They're temporal. You respond to the
narrative structure of unfolding events, not to "information." A founder's real skill is reading the
tempo of a situation and acting at the right moment. This is the only decision-making book I've found
that treats time as the primary variable.
The Quantum Thief fiction
Post-human heist novel. Memory is currency, privacy is a fundamental right, identity
is fluid. A moving city on Mars where every citizen's memories are time-locked and traded. Rajaniemi has
a PhD in mathematical physics. If you're building a memory layer for human-AI interaction, this is what
that future could look like.
later this year
Behave neuroscience
Sapolsky works backwards from a behavior and asks: what happened one second before?
One minute? One hour? One lifetime? One million years? It's the most complete account of why humans do
what they do. Hormones, childhood, evolution, culture, neurobiology - all woven together. He's also a
beautiful writer. 800 pages but it never drags. I want to read this alongside the Vedantic material
because Sapolsky is a hard determinist - he thinks free will is an illusion - and the Vedantic response
to that is interesting and unexpected.
Other Minds neuroscience
A philosopher of science who spent years diving with octopuses. Their intelligence is
distributed across their arms. No central executive. This is what genuinely alien cognition looks like -
not science fiction aliens, but something real and alive that evolved consciousness on a completely
different branch of life.
The Revelations fiction
A novel about consciousness researchers. Hoel is a neuroscientist himself (runs The
Intrinsic Perspective), so the science isn't hand-waved. It's a murder mystery set inside a
consciousness lab, but the real tension is the ideas. What would it actually mean to solve the hard
problem? What would happen to the people who solved it? Fiction about scientists by an actual scientist.
Anathem fiction
Monastic mathematicians, Platonic reality, consciousness. Stephenson builds a whole
civilization where thinkers live in "concents" separated from the secular world. The philosophical depth
is on par with the Vedantic canon but told as hard science fiction. Long. Worth it.
The Denial of Death psychology
Everything humans build - religion, culture, art, companies - is a defense mechanism
against the awareness of death. Becker calls it the "immortality project." This will frame even a Karma
Yoga practice as a potential immortality project, which is uncomfortable. I want to read it specifically
because it'll be hard to argue with.
The Man Who Mistook His Wife for a Hat neuroscience
Clinical stories of patients with neurological conditions. A man who can't recognize
faces. A woman who lost her sense of her own body. A musician who can only function while music is
playing. Sacks writes about broken brains with so much warmth that you end up understanding the normal
brain better. Each case study is a natural experiment in consciousness. Short chapters, reads like
fiction.
Piranesi fiction
A man lives alone in an infinite house of halls and staircases, filled with statues
and ocean tides. He doesn't know how he got there. He doesn't know there's an outside. Short, warm, and
quietly devastating. The opposite of everything else on this list in tone. Supposedly about mystery.
Actually about what it means to pay attention to the world you're already in.
Echopraxia fiction
Blindsight sequel. Set on Earth during the same timeline. There's a hive-mind of
monks who've transcended individual consciousness for collective superintelligence. Watts basically
writes science fiction Advaita Vedanta and then tries to break it. Read after Blindsight.
Dealers of Lightning history
Xerox PARC invented the personal computer, the GUI, Ethernet, and the laser printer.
Then Xerox failed to commercialize any of it. Brilliant builders, unlimited resources, no market
connection. The cautionary tale for anyone whose technology is ahead of their business model.
The Dream Machine history
Licklider and the creation of personal computing. One person with deep conviction
about human-computer symbiosis built the institutions that made it real. This is the origin story of the
interface layer everything runs on now.
Skunk Works history
How Lockheed built the SR-71 with a tiny team and insane deadlines. Kelly Johnson's
14 Rules for running a Skunk Works read like they were written for a startup hardware team.
Finite and Infinite Games
Finite games are played to win. Infinite games are played to keep playing. Building a
company is a finite game. Building yourself through a company is infinite. Closest Western thing to
Karma Yoga I've found.
already read
Stories of Your Life and Others fiction
Every story is a perfect machine. "Story of Your Life" did more for my understanding
of how language shapes perception than any linguistics paper. "Understand" is what superintelligence
actually feels like from the inside. Chiang doesn't waste a sentence. I reread "Exhalation" when I need
to remember why I build things.
The Three-Body Problem trilogy fiction
I wrote about this here. Dark forest theory
changed how I think about competitive strategy. The scale of thinking - centuries, civilizations,
dimensions - is something Western sci-fi rarely attempts. The wallfacer concept alone was worth the
entire trilogy.
Foundation fiction
Psychohistory is basically what we're trying to build with personal knowledge graphs,
except at individual scale instead of civilizational. The idea that you can model the future if you have
enough data about human behavior is the thesis underneath NeoSapien. Asimov saw it decades before anyone
had the compute.
Revelation Space fiction
Gothic space opera. Reynolds is an astrophysicist and it shows. No FTL travel, no
shortcuts, just the actual physics of deep space and deep time. The Inhibitors as a concept - ancient
machines that exterminate any civilization that gets too loud - is the dark forest idea but arrived at
independently and with more dread.
Freedom from the Known
Krishnamurti refuses to give you a system. He refuses to be a guru. He just keeps
pointing at the thing you're avoiding. "The moment you follow someone you cease to follow Truth." This
book breaks every framework, including its own. I come back to it when I notice myself getting too
attached to my own ideas about how things should work.
Shiva Sutras
77 aphorisms on the nature of consciousness, each one a seed that unfolds over years
of practice. Not philosophy in the academic sense. More like compressed instructions for direct
investigation. I wrote about Spanda (which comes from this tradition) here.
Ashtavakra Gita
The most radical text in the Vedantic canon. Ashtavakra doesn't build up to the truth
gradually. He starts at the end: you are already free. The whole dialogue is about why you keep
pretending you're not. I read a few verses before meditation sometimes. It works better than coffee.